an intro.

hey there! i'm not sure how you stumbled upon this, assuming you did.
i'm telling you now, if you were expecting anything exciting this will be a huge disappointment. i've never ever blogged. or done anything like this. but i just made a whole entire google+ account for the sole purpose of creating a "safe place" to pretty much talk to myself & clear my head & whatnot. like sometimes i really just want to express all of the junk i keep up there but whenever i sit down to write it in a journal i end up doodling instead.
i didn't want to say this stuff on facebook, or twitter, or anywhere i knew people i know in real life would see it. im realizing that a better blog title would have been "selfish", because im not doing this for anyone but me. its not for entertainment. im not expecting anyone to ever see it. but if you are, and my rambling manages to have some sort of impact on you, that'd be cool. i like the idea that something i write could influence someone.
truly, though. i don't intend for any of the people i know to ever see this. i feel like anyone reading this is some stranger visiting me in my house unannounced. this is the uncensored version of everything i think and feel that i need to spill.